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| Uhgg, don't you guys hate it when your soo tempted to binge? Like right now im soo tempted to go eat all the food in my kitchen. But i cant. I wont. If i do, then ill gain all this weight back. This is what ive eaten today. -Cup of Soup(35 calories) -Water with crystal light(5 calories) -Pickles(8 calories) Total: 48 calories So im pretty proud of that calorie intake. But right now, i just have such an urge to go and eat all the food. I cant be weak. 
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| So today i weighed myself, and im 128 pounds. Yesterday morning i was 131. I lost like 3 pounds in one day! :) I still havnt eaten anything today, and its 5 pm. I think when my mom comes home ill have a 35 calorie cup of soup. I got in a fight with my sister, cause at like 2 pm she was like, "have you eaten yet?" and i was like, yeah i had cereal. And then she went all crazy on my ass and was like, "NO YOU DIDNT! WHERES THE BOWL THEN?!?!?" And uhggg. I kept saying i did have some, but she wouldnt believe me. I shouldve just been like, "not yet, but im going to." Instead of saying that, cause i kinda screwed mysef over by that cause i didnt leave any evidence. Oh well. Ill post more laterr. <33 | | |
| So today i have not eaten anything at all! Except mint flavored gum and water. I wasnt planning on not eating anything either. I just went with how i felt. I read twilight for a few hours. Then I went for a 25 minute jog. My stomach has been growling all day, and i feel weak and tired. But im still not going to eat. Im wondering if i should fast again tomorrow..or maybe eat a little bit. If i do eat, ill try to keep it under 500 calories. Maybe ill just have a cup of soup, which are only like 50 calories. And they really fill me up. Thats why i love those things. Goshh, im feeling so lazy right now lol. I just wanna lay in my bed and read. When my mom came home she made chicken strips. It was hard to resist those. And then some wendys comercial came on TV and my mouth started watering. And then she brought out some desert, i didnt look to see what it was. Cause then i would've lost control. Im worried about tomorrow. I dont know if im gunna be strong enough to hold back. Cause ill be home all day. I have to be strong. <33 | | |
| Today i slept till 12:30 pm. Haha i love it in the summer, every day i sleep till past noon. That way i dont eat breakfast. But anyways, i weighed myself this morning and im 131 pounds! Ive already lost 4 pounds. God, this is taking forever. But i gotta give it time. I still havnt aten yet and its 2:20 pm. Both my parentsare working today so when they come home ill just be like, "im not hungry, ive been snacking all day." Teehee. :) Ill post more thinspo laterr. 
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| Heyy guys. Im so angry. I used to have these bestfriends, until we got into this huge fight in january. and they keep posting shit on nexopia about me and i keep doing it too and i just have soo much anger built up inside me. I wanna cry. Fuckk. I hate them so much. :( Well today i didnt eat any big foods. I had cookie dough lmao, and some chips. And one fry. And i had it all earlier in the day. I still havnt lost any weight though. Its only been a couple days. But uhgg. Its frustrating. But i know this takes time. I just have to have patience. I will be thin. I have to do this. For some reason, my laptop is being really slow todayy..its making me angry. Heres some thinspo. =D Which ones are best?? 1. 
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