I really hate what i am. I hate how i have no control over anything i eat. I just want to be thin, skinny, and beautiful. Over the past month, I have binged all this food. Thats all ive done. I have gained so much weight, and im just so fat. =(
Im getting new books tomorrow about eating disorders. They'll keep me busy and i find them very thinspirational. I also will be getting some diet pills soon called Hydroxycut. So thats good. Im excited. Uhggg i need to get to 100 pounds for grade 11. I HAVE to. I am so fat right now. I just wanna be thin.
My name is Shelby. Im 16 years old. Im in grade 11, but i homeschool. My hair is blackish brown, and im 5 foot 2 inches tall. I have blue eyes. I am fat.
1. Go back to school shopping[]
2. Get gel nails.[]
3. Buy a red bracelet.[]
4. Get a new cellphone.[X]
5. Buy new books.[x]
6. Eventually get a tatoo.[]
7. Get tragus piercing.[]