So today i have not eaten anything at all! Except mint flavored gum and water. I wasnt planning on not eating anything either. I just went with how i felt. I read twilight for a few hours. Then I went for a 25 minute jog. My stomach has been growling all day, and i feel weak and tired. But im still not going to eat. Im wondering if i should fast again tomorrow..or maybe eat a little bit. If i do eat, ill try to keep it under 500 calories. Maybe ill just have a cup of soup, which are only like 50 calories. And they really fill me up. Thats why i love those things. Goshh, im feeling so lazy right now lol. I just wanna lay in my bed and read. 

When my mom came home she made chicken strips. It was hard to resist those. And then some wendys comercial came on TV and my mouth started watering. And then she brought out some desert, i didnt look to see what it was. Cause then i would've lost control. Im worried about tomorrow. I dont know if im gunna be strong enough to hold back. Cause ill be home all day. I have to be strong.

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